I am burdened by the weight of all my woes
for now I come to shed the shackles of this world
Forced awake to see my scars
They are but facades, they betray
With silent, calming whispers, they will agonize the plight
of the existence I have made
I say "deny all the thoughts and premonitions of escape
- avert the false realities that dwell inside my head"
I thirst, burn, for a means to escape, yet my scars still
plead that I will find my
freedom in obedience
They gently reassure me that my world is still in tact.
Pathetic! Pathetic! You're all inside my head
They why does truth deceive and lies are all but real?
Puppet of a presupposed reality
you seek the host of one who lacks in clarity
Coward! You coward! You fiend
I conduct my state of mind
I don't need a parasite to do my job
you filthy fucking leech.
I will burn your skin like a fever
as the poison settles in.
I am the cancer that will rot you
from the inside
Feel it coursing through your bones
you will die broken and alone.
I know why I breathe
I know why I wake each day
I am alive
I know no pain.
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